| Rose. Don't be so down on yourself. Maybe you're just on the brink of blossoming. You just need to do it! It's not the models and theories of phase change— it's the phase change. And perhaps you shouldn't be pursuing all the things you think you lack. Do you feel the work you have done is meaningful? It's not yet having the impact you'd like?? Abraham attracted many followers but they were not all inheritors of his mantle and his mission. They were not all loyal to the mission he passed down. Does that mean that he was not successful? Of course not, he's the most successful of the patriarchs because his success includes Yitzchak's and Yaakov's success. Your post does not seem to consider the creation of money which is a contemporary issue: cuz #crypto. Maybe you should be making money. Literally creating money instead of trying to "make money". If you're familiar with the process of titration and the cornucopia of similar processes it must build up and up until the process reaches the point of phase change — and then: the titrating step. It's obvious why people give up along the way. But for those who stay and do not sway: night can turn to day. EDIT: maybe the key is to intensify, like when striking a match— to light a fire. Intensify into a spark, you have ample kindling! |