| (I'm Russian). This war was started by a single madman. If not him, it would never happen. Even his spy chief was fucked up [0] when he realized what's going to happen. Yes — at least 70% support whatever he does — and I tried hard to disprove this painful fact to myself. But couldn't. The only excuse is the 20 years of hardcore TV brainwashing — but it's not too great of an excuse. Better than in nazi Germany, but not enough. All that cultural banter the article mentions never caused any actual sense of war — it was more like a Texan joking about a Canadian. I don't know how to live with this shame. Can't even post in Russian, at local forums. All those stupid faces in the 'do you support the war' Youtube steet interviews… Yes, there are others — Navalny was poisoned, and is now behind the bars. Nemtsov was murdered in front of Kremlin long before the war. Kasparov, Nevzorov condemned this crime. Hundreds of thousands of IT left the country — unable to fight unarmed. But still… Trying to drown myself in English, jokes, work to keep the sanity. Doesn't work half of the times. Jokes clumsy, work fucked. Ukraine is now a moral leader of Europe. It will be restored — every single broken window. And people will live free and proud. It's my only bright cloud now. [0] Fucked up spy chief — https://youtu.be/ucEs0nBuowE |
But I wouldn't blame you if you decided to move away, sometimes the evil is too strong for individuals to bear.