[culopatin]

I remember feeling control over how much I could push my sleep time. I think it was one of the only things that I could play with that seemed to only affect me. Also at that age doing things differently seems cool too. Starting at 15 I’d go to bed at 6am and wake up at 10 or 11. My school hours were from 5pm to 10:30pm because my school was tiny and in high demand so there wasn’t enough room to put everyone in day shift. During the day I’d do small IT jobs or homework. I loved it, but I wonder now if my bad sleep is what pushed me to depression.