[emptysongglass]

Medicate, medicate, medicate.

The alternative (for me) was meditating literally all day in a monastery but that isn't sustainable unless you are a monk.

Try all of the ones out there. It will be horrible but once you find the right one, you will know. I had to go through Adderall (made me anxious), Ritalin (made me aggressive), Strattera (have you thought of RULING THE WORLD oh and by the way you now leak semen) until I finally begged to be put on Modafinil (god tier everything is perfect now. Try it with grapefruit juice!)