| Hello Sam, I don't know if you've heard about this youtube channel, actualized. I'm not sure if I should recommend it to you, because, well, it takes extreme an extreme openmind to see his videos, but I'm sure you could confirm plenty of ideas you've contemplated in your life from him. Following actualized advice changed my mind and my whole worldview, I'm sure it could help you as well. I strongly recommend his series on ego development: part 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3hNosyyXRA part 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8fIhLDV3L4 part 3: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGItuEai8vo From what you've wrote you seem to be in an advanced stage, but again, I'm no expert to judge. Maybe you already know Leo Gura's work! In that sense, I have nothing to share with you, but if you don't, god I cannot recommend you his channel enough. Just these 3 videos I linked to can reinforce or even expand your worldview so much. |
If it's meaningful to you, and you've got a lovely partner that understands and supports you with that, go for it!