[westondeboer]

Right quick.

Have you tried the drugs? > Yes, Ask your doctor which doctor is best for you. I took them for about a year. It takes about a month to get it into your system, this is important.

Is my utter terror of these drugs warranted or should I just bite the bullet and try them? > Try them. Talk to your doctor. The first step for me which was the hardest, is be as open as possible to my therapist. It took me a year or so to get this going. I don't go to therapy anymore, but I am more open to those around me.

Also, if a therapist doesn't work for you, try another one. There is no reason why you need to stay with one, it is like dating, you need to find the right one.