[josefdlange]

This is so thoughtful and so kindly written. I appreciate you taking the time to write this out for OP. I hope your grandmother truly did continue to find joy later in life. If your kindness is any indication, the love in your family certainly did not die with your late uncle or grandfather.

[gerbilly]

> the love in your family certainly did not die with your late uncle or grandfather.

You are very kind. But we aren't special different kind of people.

I wouldn't want OP to think that. We are like everyone else, and have made our share of mistakes, and have endured periods of grief, depression, anxiety and all the rest of it.

Edited: Removed some stuff, because this is about OPs family, and shouldn't be about my family.