[DevToRecruiter]

When I get lonely, I talk myself into making decisions that are not smart. I know I'm making the decision irrationally but I feel helpless to do anything about it. It's like I watch myself make the horrible decision, knowing it s a horrible decision but doing it anyway usually because it'll provide some relief from the loneliness. The most impactful foolish decision I made is getting married to a woman I knew was bad for me.