[mftb]

Perfection isn't an interesting goal. Even if it were possible it's uninteresting, since it's not possible, it's wholly uninteresting. Transcendence, exceeding whichever limits of your choosing, is far more fulfilling, realizable and entertaining.

I empathize with perfectionism. I felt it strongly when I was young, and growing up with a family member consumed by it, I feel fortunate to have mostly left it behind a long time ago.

To answer OP's question, I sought out different goals.