| A couple things. Therapy for yourself. Then couples therapy. You earn/have enough money to make this whooole process easy as shit on yourself. Go see a professional, get off the internet - and fix your problems. A lot of us lose our direction in life, multiple times. You've been walking down a road you're not sure about for too long. You might end up changing a lot, or nothing at all. But get some help. If I was in your shoes I'd.. - Focus on getting business into "lifestyle" mode. The goal is to work max 10 hour weeks while remaining as profitable as you are now (or thereabouts). Once you free up those hours (even getting to 40 will be lifechanging, literally), you'll have room in your life for other things. Right now you're married to your job. You can't have more than one relationship (OK you can, but this is a metaphor or whatever). - Stop comparing your problems to everyone else. Yes, people are worse off than you. Yes, others are better off than you. It's not relevant. Until you address the amount of time you have - nothing will change. |