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I just want to second what people have said here, that you need to hire good people. Your value is in what you know about the business, not in doing everything yourself. Find someone you trust to do the daily grind, give yourself breathing room. This may require accepting that not everything will be done the way you want it, and that some fires won’t be put out - but you can now afford to let others make mistakes.

Once you have space to think, you will find things you love. If you can wake up in the morning and not have to go to work, if you have others fighting the fires, you will find new things to fill your days up.

I’m in the process of this right now. After working like you for a long time, I deliberately moved to a warm location and stopped working for a while (2 months so far). Since then, I’ve discovered things I didn’t even know I’d be into (mostly outdoors stuff but there is so much to enjoy in the world).

But whatever you do, the first place to start is to give yourself enough head space to find what you love. Don’t despair that you don’t know what it is yet - set yourself the goal of setting aside enough time to find out!

Good luck.