[recursivedoubts]

Here is what I would do:

- Hire so you can get that 60-70 hours a week down to 20 or so. You want to stay involved, but less intensely and in the areas that you care about.

- Make sure you are working out consistently. If you are doing some yoga, add weights and vice-versa. Check your diet as well: inflammation is a huge health issue that affects our mental health dramatically.

- Sell off/throw out stuff you don't use, especially clothing. A good spring cleaning is always a healing experience.

- Accept that there is nothing in this world will make you happy permanantly. Even minimalism. Even a good family. Even a good dog. C.S. Lewis said that this is evidence that we are not of this world, and I think he may have been right.

You have ascended to the top of maslow's hierarchy of needs and emerged into the desert of the real. It's time to think.