[wasnthere]

I mostly agree with zanzibar735 except I disagree with their depression prognosis — its loneliness imho and its a silent killer.

I firmly second their advice on seeing a therapist.

As you age “living your best life” will take different forms. You just have to stick with trying to “live your best life”.

Good luck and I hope this discussion here gives you some actionable advice that you can implement.