[suifbwish]

I once tried to help an acquaintance find a men’s homeless shelter. We probably called 15 at least but almost all of them deal only with women and children. It’s heartbreaking. Men who are homeless have very little resources compared to other demographics. Please try contacting some organizations where you can volunteer; often times they are filled with good people who would be happy to put you up in their home and help you find your feet. It may feel like all is lost but it never is. Sometimes it’s very difficult if not impossible to believe that but it is true.

[bubblecheck]

thanks for the kind suggestions

not going to try or do anything else again

too many cycles of failure

my only remaining desires are peace, rest, death asap, then nothingness