Lol you counted the days. We got heated the day the incident occurred. It did not occur at the time you posted on twitter. Quit twisting my words once again for your own malicious vendetta. You line up to the adage, “Hell hath no fury like a women scorned.” Unrequited love is hard. But the sooner you forgive Alex and move on, the sooner you’ll be happy. You haven’t been happy for 2 years since you guys broke up. Maybe get a therapist or go on tinder or bumble? Meet new people. Meet a guy who loves you the way you want to be loved . I pray that for you