[gaws]

> I am currently at a FAANG at a senior level and I am not kidding when I say I do not know what the hell I am doing, technically speaking. I try to counter balance this by working like a dog, but it is not sustainable.

Good lord. You need to quit for two reasons: Your mental health will evaporate the longer you do this, and you're taking up space from someone who knows what he's doing and is currently out of work.