[LilBytes]

I'm glad you're feeling well all things considered. If or perhaps when that changes, don't hold it against yourself.

That type of grief is humbling, initially destructive and absolutely crippling. I've experienced that loss and found the highs and lows to be challenging, but what ever feelings you have, you're not alone. It doesn't get easier, but, the pain does become familiar and less frequent.

Best of luck to you.