[bidivia]

As someone who has spent more than 10 years working remotely I don't understand what you are talking about.

When I was working away I spent two hours everyday on my car commuting breathing the toxic air of traffic jams of big cities. That exhausted me and was very expensive in time, energy and money.

I can interact with humans I love on my own terms now much more time than that every day. I can do exercise outside for an hour on the Wild, a luxury impossible before.

Are you an adult or a child? Are you a slave or a serf?

It looks like you have some kind of education that make you powerless when nobody tells you what to do every second.

That even in your own house you are not the master, but someone else is.

I recommend the first thing you do is work on your mindset:

You are the master of your life and can take ownership and responsibility for it.