[codeddesign]

I’m sorry but this sounds more like dating and not being able to find your perfect match. If you want your perfect job, then fight for it. Put in the long hours and grind starting at an ok position while working your way up the ladder until you have the authority to create the environment you are seeking. Complaining about this right now where you are a low man on a totem pole gets you no farther than you were yesterday.

I wish you all the best. Pick your head up, find a position that suits your skills and has room for promotion..and begin grinding harder than the engineer next to you.

Good luck!