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That is a good point. Fortunately, I do feel like I am valued in this company. But at that time, I was relatively new in this company and I have moved from another country to work at this company. So I was eager to prove myself to them and was doing overtime regularly, which might have played a role in my carelessness (or is "reverie" the correct word?) at the split second of the accident.