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Or you play computer games when you feel well. A common symptom of ADHD or depression is anhedonia which leads one to have a hard time with video games.

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This kinda hits home for me. I used to enjoy video games a lot before.

Now I play them in autopilot mode. Just enough engagement to ward the brain demons.

It's not so much an enjoyment as it is a reprieve from myself. I still enjoy them to an extent, but not as much as I used to.