[pierreminik]

The "connection between things that are not really connected" part match my own experience of having schizophrenia very well.

It's not uncommon for me to have thoughts that very much makes sense and is meaningful to me while others simply can't make any sense of it what-so-ever.

This means I'll have to be cautious of my own thoughts and I often doubt them.

Thoughts as well as meanings change over time too. Sometimes I write down ideas I think is brilliant to save for later. Revisiting those writings can be troubling because I might not be able to make a similar sense of what I wrote earlier.