[theshadowknows]

It’s 12:15 pm and I’ve been working since 3:00 am trying to keep on top of deadlines but in my current role I’m an architect and I’m also the engineer that builds the things I design. And I’m also the only point of contact for testing. And I’m the only point of contact for troubleshooting. I don’t have an engineering or qa team..it’s just me by myself. And it crushed my soul every morning when I wake up. I’d quit right now if my wife didn’t require expensive and complicated medical treatment. I guess that’s more a problem with the medical system than anything. But even with savings we wouldn’t be able to last more than a year if we didn’t find similar income with similar insurance.