[DrNuke]

You proved you are smart enough and socially able to live a fulfilling life already, so well done and congrats (it is much bumpier for many of your peers). It seems you need to know better your inner voice now (who you really are and what you do want from life), instead of using external metrics such as a degree or a job to define you. Again, smart enough to acknowledge and undergo this process before leaving your comfort zone. The easiest path away to meet new opportunities may be some intellectual nudge, such as coding competitions in the field/language you like the most? Take care and good luck.