[muzani]

Most people here don't and won't get it. I'd say just do what you have to.

To me, if I never tried, that's a failure. To most people, who have never been "cursed" with a super successful friend or relative, they fail when they fail. But to me, failure is at least an end to the curse.

It's an entirely different place. That's why many suicides come from middle class kids failing exams and a lot of divorces come from businesspeople. There's that calling and you'll be forever miserable at whatever you do until you make the leap.