Any situation that has a plus and a minus is hard to decide. Typically it's also a private plus versus a public minus. If you remove yourself, you lose the benefits but the beast goes on without you. If it's going to survive regardless of your actions anyway, why not throw another drop in the ocean?
If you are “torn” over this, if it’s so bad that you’re “torn”, how is this a difficult decision? Convenience trumps being “torn”. I mean, really.