[ted0_2021]

I used to fall asleep thinking about the next cool app or website I could build.

Now I think "is another reddit/tiktok/silly app/game reeeallly worth doing when all big apps are a trade off for other things like privacy etc" - I feel I talk myself out of things before trying them.

I hope it is repeated lockdowns and covid life in general right now that has destroyed my optimism and not intellectual maturity.

[aristofun]

My optimism and overall mood btw is great. I think because of being more focused on important things like close people, health.

So im sure next big thing will find me when time will come, but I really don’t care if it’s an app or something totally different.