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> Things have deteriorated ...

I'm sorry about that

Can't reply to your recent post, (it is disabled), so replying here

I also have a learning disability

> Now, as a middle aged adult, I'm broken, homeless, and destitute, socially and reputationally ruined, and a bit beyond the level of youthful neuroplasticity needed to engage in meaningful continued education, contemplating suicide day in and day out for years and decades on end. It's a miracle I'm still here

What things give you hope? What are the miracles that still causes you to be here?

You mentioned praying for forgiveness. Did you receive an answer? What would you like forgiveness for?

Looking forward to hearing from you