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> I love IT, I love working

> I have to be happy to go to work when I wake up in the morning.

Not too sure you love IT there, my friend.

Also sounds like you haven't risen above the first couple tiers of any given organization, because a lot of your complaints are bottom-of-the-ranks type stuff:

> non-sense tasks, no trust, social pressure to prove my skills

Are you company hopping like everyone else your age like a damn jackrabbit?