[sharmi]

You are on a steep learning curve. It is good because it means you are learning: tech, tech best practices, about your org, about the product and domain expertise.

On top of that, you got to form lots of new social connections.

Like @disrael aptly put, you are not competing against your peers but those who were not hired.

Observe your peers and recognize that you need to perform like them in a year's timeframes. Not now. Once you change your outlook, it will make it much easier for you to observe and ramp up your learning.

Anxiety is caused when you are able to gauge yourself and your environment. Maybe you are setting yourself work goals when you are spending most of your time learning. It might help you if you can set up learning goals for the next 2 months. That will be a more accurate measure of your productivity.

You can always reexamine your situation after 2 months and adjust your goals accordingly.