[disrael]

People frequently have this misconception that they are competing with their peers. You are competing with people that could have been hired instead of you - not your peers.

And on that front you are diligent and will eventually reach performance, so everyone should be happy with you.

I am a little concerned that you have three different tickets assigned to you. Are you held up on the first two tickets and so need a third one assigned? If you are just working on all three at once then the context switching is bad for you.

If you are held up on the first two tickets does anyone know that? Do you have a way of communicating that you are held up on those tickets and what you need answered?