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You are clearly learning new things and that is exciting and frightening at the same time. You are not alone. Anxiety issues are very common in this industry and while many on HN may have or had similar experiences it is important to seek out professional counseling. I have seen far too many jr, middle and senior people struggle at points along their careers to think there is one solution for everyone.

It gets better, but everyone needs some help along the way at some point.