[vple]

I think it's good that you're taking time to evaluate yourself! I suspect you are smart but haven't found something that fits your "groove" yet.

Here are some thoughts/questions that came to mind:

- It seems like, currently, you're good creatively (building, seeing a big picture) and feel that you struggle with implementation (the details).

- Do you want/need to do well in either or both of these? To what end?

- On technical stuff: it's helped me to understand the intent behind an approach, formula, etc. This helps me understand how to apply the tools I have.