[LarryMade2]

Scratch an itch,

either something that says to you: "I could make a program to do that" or "I got an idea for a program that would work better." Or maybe something thats says, I think that would be fun.

If you are looking for fun, might consider Processing which is a digital arts oriented language - https://processing.org/

[LarryMade2]

Here's another route, as you aren't emotionally invested in anything just want to do stuff. Shoot for the moon

Build the next Temple OS, driverless car apps, or a facebook rival, whatever, you probably wont get far (then again, you never know) but you will at least have a better story to share with people other than "I'm working on some new arduino to github interface..." :-)