[ThrowawayP]

As I understand it, that type of medication is not something you can ask for anyway. Google the term "drug seeking behavior" to see why physicians are wary of such requests.

You'll have to see mental health professionals, describe your symptoms, go through tests and other treatments, and then maybe eventually they'll try what you're asking for.

[naewonawonga]

Your understanding does not reflect the reality of the pharmacutical industry in its current form nor the Doctors that enable it.