[ilaksh]

Udemy and Coursera and a lot of those I consider to be very good training.

I have a theory. Have you somehow been led to believe that you are supposed to remember everything? Because a big part of many software engineering jobs is literally Googling and then "training" yourself quickly on info relevant to your task. And also referencing things.

So the next time you feel like you wish someone walked you through something, go on Google and type "walkthrough X". That is what your colleagues are doing, unless it's just something they are already really familiar with. But it's normal to not be familiar with everything because there are new technologies being invented as fast as people can type them in.

To me reading comprehension is a big part of problem solving for most projects because you are never starting from scratch, and you are never going to be an expert on every new subproblem. Unless you deliberately write the same type of computer program in the same framework every single time.

I'm not saying there aren't core skills and knowledge that can apply over the years. But you are definitely going to need to be able to train yourself and use google when you can't remember something. Or use Udemy or whatever for more fundamental skills.