[raducu]

This rings so close to home for me too. I'm 36, I extremely rarely feel any envy(and when I feel it is about someone not "deserving" something because of something in that person) and I am very loose with my money. Because of this I was manipulated a lot, because even though I could see the manipulative behavior I could not figure out the MOTIVE behind it and I always attributed it to some other reasons that I could understand. I still have to second guess it a lot "really, is this abiut money? It can't be, right?"