| It also doesn't help to be a software engineer which task it is to do things which multiply. It also doesn't help that we are now so much more connected. I don't write software for one person. I often write it for Teams or customers and im efficient when i can automate things. I do see this every day when i see people or processies and i think very often how inefficient it is. Concept of good old mail: "useless". Takes ages, a human being has to sort it and has to bring it to you. Or a lot of jobs like all things a computer could do better and faster if we removed humans inbetween and added trust. My mind tries to analyse things on a meta level which also leads to thoughts of relevance. I'm probably a nihilist for a reason. My Mantras for the last few years are about the 'normal' things. Like trying out a new recipe . And at the end of the day, i realize more and more that simple logic isn't working and my influence is very small; Now instead of trying to change something i can't change on a meta level, my goal now is to get away from this all. I'm wandering through a mist of clarity as everyone else to arrive at the same end: death. |