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I do not want to minimize your experience either, as somebody suffering from chronic pain for the past two years myself. Chronic pain sensitizes you further, having this awareness helps you deal with your condition better. I highly recommend reading the following article.

https://www.painscience.com/articles/pain-is-weird.php

And as Dave Chappelle says -

Got to find a way to find joy in your existence in spite of that feeling.