[hfitzwater]

I'm sorry. Reading this is like looking into a mirror. I am not going to say that I know how you feel. I just want you to know that so when I say that I am sorry, I am deeply sorry. I don't know what the answer is because I'm still going through it right now. Some things that I'm lucky enough to have that have helped me are my dog, family, friends and a change of environment. If you ever want to talk I am available.

I don't know if a job like that exists but take care of yourself. Take care of yourself, aggressively, like you are worth being taken care of, because you are.