[collyw]

There are plenty of jobs that I get given that I absolutely hate as a developer as they are too complicated for non devs, but frustrating for someone that does enjoy "proper" software development (typing code).

Salesforce and Marketing Cloud were projects that I was asked to integrate and I hated them, I just don't enjoy the dumbed down way that they work compared to being able to express things in Python or SQL. Maybe something like that would suit you. There will be plenty to learn but it won't require as much of the creative part of coming up with solutions that more normal programming requires.

In fact I bet a huge chunk of developers would be happy to have someone on the team that doesn't mind the grunt work style tasks that require some knowledge of programming but aren't actually very intellectually challenging.

You probably aren't as bad as you think. Most jobs are maintaining crappy old code rather than writing from scratch, where you spend most of the day reading through code, to change a line or two to fix a bug.