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I would suggest you to find something that you like and makes use of your programming knowledge. There are things like programing music for example, check the live coding scene that also makes use of programming visuals for a concert. Look for: Sonic Pi, SuperCollider or TidalCycles if you wanna learn more. That is only one example of things that you can do if you know how to code, that would give you a momentum and discover that maybe you only needed more inspiration. There are opportunities making games, visual arts or ton of more stuff to explore thru coding.