[bauerd]

You have to learn on the job, which demands a different skill set than getting the job. You sound humble and willing to learn, which makes you perfectly qualified for junior positions. Don't be so hard on yourself, your primary focus should be to pass coding interviews. The rest will sort itself out, you will do fine. You'd be surprised how many people in this indutry get by without having much of a clue what they're doing, lol. It's human