[bigbassroller]

Sounds like me on a Tuesday:p. Several things: Are you trying to learn JavaScript deeply beyond hacking? if so, there is your problem, no one really knows that language. Maybe try different programming languages to see what clicks? Also remember that average mortals don’t know how to program or even how to open a text editor without getting terrified. Everyone has imposter syndrome. There will always be someone way better at programming than you. Don’t be so hard on your self.