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I see this exact thing with a lot of artists I’ve known. To be fair most of them are trying to make it their livelihood rather than just a hobby they’re monetizing. Anyway they’ll start hustling on twitter and Instagram, trying to build their follower count and drive people to their Patreon.

Most of them can only survive this grind for a year or so before they just implode from stress and depression and whatever else. It turns out to be less lucrative than they were expecting. If you sink enough of yourself into a particular identity (like being an artist) it can be an enormous blow to your ego to “fail” like that.