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i'm 48 and have run 2 startups over the past 25 years...it can be an intense roller coaster of a journey and i empathize with your struggle. May you find what you are seeking and may you find balance between your mental health and entrepreneurial goals. None of this is easy nor guaranteed. Having a steady income, safety-fund, and building towards retirement certainly is a safe and worthy path. So is following your dreams and working towards 'creating' something profitable or impactful. Hope you can find both;