[biohax2015]

Sorry to hear about your situation.

I share the same frustration with regressing back to where you started (or worse).

It seems like we all have a built-in set point for productivity. Some lucky people are just able to go, go, go, while those without such fortune are quite lazy and need pushing to do even basic tasks.

It's frustrating because you are always fighting against that regression to your set point. It takes energy, which you have less and less of as you get older. Life's hard.