| I can relate to a lot of the things you've stated. I won't get into the specifics but I understand your experience of working at a tech giant. In my case, I decided to try to "play the game" for a while. After a few years, I realized clout, money, and the things it afforded were ultimately meaningless to me. Things like mentoring young engineers, hobbies, and organizing local student hackathons definitely took the edge off. But ultimately so much of it, even the things for the community, was ego-driven. Trying to make the world a better place, a lot of the time, is ultimately ego-driven. I tried many things but only found lasting peace in turning to God. Jesus died for your sins and I can testify that having faith in Him has lead me to a new, more meaningful life. Life isn't necessarily easier, but every day is imbued with tremendous meaning. You're clearly thoughtful, probably competent, and without a doubt, the Lord has a plan for your life. You just have to take the first step and accept Him as your savior. My emails are always open.
Good luck, I am praying that you coming out of this season stronger than before. |