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by cschep
2242 days ago
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Yes, and! Things are often less black and white than this. The more I dig into what I think I want, the more influences I find. I want to impress my parents, I want to provide a super safe and comfortable life for my partner, I want people to notice the company I work for and smile and think I'm smart. As I take the time to pull those things apart, and wow does it take time, the call to teach and write is quieter but maybe truer? I don't know. I have to test it out. TL;DR I think disinterest is driven by a combination of capability and soul AND (sometimes very loud) outside influences. |
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