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> place me in front of a window I'd stare out of it for several hours and if you would ask me what I'm thinking about I wouldn't know

Isn't that called meditation?

[nkohari]

Meditation is an intentional pursuit; it's about focus rather than daydreaming.

[DyslexicAtheist]

hehe, it sure sounds like that. my explanation is that because it follows several hours of severe depression it is more of a state of exhaustion. a state in which I couldn't sleep but also not really alert. Literally empty, no day dreaming either but also no negative thoughts. Nothing.